Why o Why o Why my head be spinnin
My oh My oh My my life be changing
And for all the pain I feel
And for all the loss I see
I can finally take some real time for me
Another free thought poem…
Images in my head
Insecurities inflamed and fed
The Universe answered my calls for growth and change
Funny it looks this way
If I were still using I would be going insane
Love is the anecdote for all
But pain is the immeasurable [bridge to intrinsically heal it all]
I stand by both these poems still today in May on my sober bday (did not mean to rhyme). It has been five years and I can really say I am starting to live and LOVE my life. Painful, anxiety ridden, fearful it can be at times- I know this is where I am “supposed” to be, simply put because this is where I am, now.