Mirror in mind, my eyes don’t recognize you
My heart feels disconnected from your view.
What must I do?
To feel me. To feel anew?
Sadly, we’ve been here before and I pushed you away.
Mind, body fray.
I had to conform in order to stay.
If I had followed your lead would I be happier today?
Yes. The pain of rejection is exactly what you need to go within and love yourself.
So what now?
Do I transform into you? More pain will come…
With pain, love follows…